To enter anew and leave the old,
Not forgetting the pain, humiliation and anger,
He ripped me open pulling it all out in one wrenching grasp,
I clenched at the feeling,
and the intense pain began to wash over me,
Pouring out till numbness took over me.
I fell into a coma, my body shutting off,
Needing to heal, to remove, to repair the damage caused…
So in the deep sleep i stayed,
Even after the body had healed,
The mind rejected, refused to open,
to succumb to the torment once more…